Saturday, May 5, 2012

Perseverance

Weigh In:
Last week: 205.6 WW scale
This week: 205.6 WW scale.

I was so mad at the WW meeting after my WI. 0??? Really?! And the lady goes, "So you just maintained this week..." all happy. I wanted to slap her.

I FEEL lighter, I can see I'm getting smaller... Wtheck?

I was so annoyed during the meeting. All these people getting stupid stars and junk. Bad attitude? I think so.

Seriously though. People were getting key chains for walking 5K's. My attitude was bad. "No ones talking to me! No one knows I'm running a half marathon! So what if she lost 40lbs! It's not working for me!!" what a B A B Y.

After the meeting I went to trader joes & got food for the beach. I may have got some chocolate chip cookies and a package of 4 chocolate chip cakes.

So after I got home & pouted to my husband (who btw totally encouraged me and said i look great, ect) I ate 3/4 of choc cake and 4 chocolate chips cookies. :(

Then....I felt VERY sick to my stomach. Which made me happy. Oddly. But that lets me know...my body was rejecting this bad food. I'm no longer immune to it. That means I've changed. And besides the scale, I can see I've lost weight..I posted this picture on FB. Granted its just my face, but people commented on how thin I look. So nice. I'm gonna keep going, keep fighting and pushing. Because its not all about the scale.

Love, The Curvy Housewife

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

I totally know how you feel! I had a bad week and gained four pounds back...I nearly died-yet I am able to fit into things I haven't in awhile.

Thanks for sharing. I know how hard it is to post something so personal all over the web :)

Kimberly said...

Do you realize that you weigh less than me by 22 pounds...and you just had a baby!!! You need to remember this. You're doing awesome and you need to be kind to yourself. I'm so proud of you!

Looking forward to another great week!!! This week, the scale WILL move!

Love you friend!

Kimberly said...

I almost fogot...LOVE LOVE LOVE the picture!!! You look beautiful. And thin!!!

Kelly said...

Your face looks much smaller! You'll hit the loss next week. No worries. :-)

The Skinny on Staci said...

Why is it when we get upset at the scale that we pacify ourselves with FOOD that will only worsen the SCALE!?!? Lol. Makes no sense, but I do it, too! Ugh!