I had a NIGHTMARE the other night that the baby was born (at 21 weeks!) and the dr was saying he wasn't going to make it. I woke up so upset and feeling my belly.
I immediately prayed and thanked The Lord for another boy and begged Him to keep him healthy!
Now that I know it's a boy I am so glad it is. It just feels perfect. But at the reveal I was shocked it was blue. Idk why I expected it all along. Then I wondered, "Will we ever get a girl?" God's will is perfect and I trust Him.
I can say I'm feeling more peace about just having my 4 boys. Or trying one more time. Either way I would be ok.
Here are some pics :)