Thursday, June 20, 2013

5.5 months pregnant!

I've never gone through a HOT summer in the 2nd half of my pregnancy before...So I've had a slight addiction to books lately. Fiction books to pass the time. Like I'm not busy enough ;) Just about done with Divergent.  It was a slow start. Like 200 page slow...but then I couldn't put it down. 

I had a NIGHTMARE the other night that the baby was born (at 21 weeks!) and the dr was saying he wasn't going to make it. I woke up so upset and feeling my belly. 

I immediately prayed and thanked The Lord for another boy and begged Him to keep him healthy! 

Now that I know it's a boy I am so glad it is. It just feels perfect. But at the reveal I was shocked it was blue. Idk why I expected it all along. Then I wondered, "Will we ever get a girl?"  God's will is perfect and I trust Him. 

I can say I'm feeling more peace about just having my 4 boys. Or trying one more time. Either way I would be ok. 

Here are some pics :) 

1 comment:

The Skinny on Staci said...

You are a beautiful pregnant lady! Such a scary dream. :( And I understand your thoughts exactly. With Tucker, I got scared at one point that I would lose him because I was "too excited" that he was a boy. Hormones... gotta love 'em! :) I can't wait to see your new blue bundle! You make beautiful baby boys!